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tiramisu! flowers! thanks gorgeous! :-D it's so nice waking up in a lovely spring day to see those beauties ;) well at least one of them (the tiramisu is long gone....)

i've felt so crappy lately, and it shows in your face when you're not resting at night, when you feel your world shake and everything appears to be crumbling. or at least that's how you feel. (when your thoughts are so expensive to ever want to keep....) and you have 1000000 questions and there's absolutely no one to ask them to, (or there is but you can't hear His voice) and asking them really won't help out the situation... ya know? (in fact, it would create more chaos and stir the wrong sorts of things)

so all those questions show in your face in the shape of restlesness, worries, and silent unprovoked tears.

and what happens?

God doesn't forsake you. He sends just the right person at the right time. sure, everything old moves and changes and crumbles, but that doesn't mean new things won't arrive and pick you up and comfort you.

i always feared being alone, and this weekend proved to me that although it might not be the same people that in the past, God will send someone if you really need someone. it might be a stranger, or someone close that will grow closer, but God is faithful....