strength

a sad song softly sings in my heart
i simply feel it’s gentle sting

facing reality was never so cruel before
i faced myself first,
then one by one,
my failures and tries…

the introspection
found me
on the floor,
defeated
my soul saw
so much
sadness
loss
famine
starvation….

i whispered my prayer,
scarred and scared…
silent tears cried out to God…

shaking, fearful, unworthy, and human…


face to face with Omniscience
i know nothing
face to face with Omnipotence
i can do nothing
nothing at all….

impotence?
frustration?
no…

human misery
glorifies Worthiness...

circumstances,
instances out of my hand
will unravel magnificently

circumstances,
instances out of my hand
need not be procured by my mind
but by faith
will unravel magnificently

sadness
loss
famine
starvation
are passer by’s….
unwanted visitors
with tainted scruples
yet strengthening my walk…

darkness may cover my eyes
may try to cover my spirit
but never my heart…