dream

among my delusions last night (as in past nights with fever) came a dream of wishful thinking....

i dreamed i received a phone call and things were like they were back then. i was cheerful to hear this person's voice, and this person was calm. i told this person "i never meant to hurt you! i promise!" and the person responded, reassuring, "i know. i know."(i can picture the person smiling faintly)... (which brought me a deep peace)... then I told the person to put themselves in my shoes in the same situation, and the person was like... "hmmm... i never really thought about it... i guess i see where you're coming from" and it was as though all the walls collapsed and things were back to good.


yeah so much for wishful thinking.... although, maybe one day... *looks up, hands clasped together, eyes shining*


mood: hopeful, but full of patience