meet me

i figured i would ask myself some questions and post them online. so here they go:

What is your deepest fear?
failing. at what? everything. being a bad daughter, sister, friend, girlfriend. i fear not being good enough. i fear disappointing people.

What is your deepest hope?
that God will not forsake me.

Who are you and who do you want to be?
as of right now, i am far away from who i want to be. i have come a long way, but i have a long way to go... i am more mindful of others, but i'm too anxious about life. i need to chill out and get some peace. i need to pray more and stop making excuses for my own procrastination and stuff...
who am I? a child of God. human. flawed and virtuous too. who do i want to be? the spirit of Christ on earth.

What is your deepest regret?
hmmmm.... i don't really know. maybe not having taken a picture by the colisseum. maybe not taking enough pictures in Europe. maybe not having told some people i loved them before it was too late... :`(

What is your greatest accomplishment?
none yet. accomplishment is such a big word... i don't really think i'll really "achieve" anything in this life, i think everything is just a gift and should be appreciated as such.

Quote to live by?
hmmmmmmmm.... well since my AIM isn't working right (that's where my storage of quotes is), i shall say there's 2 i particularly like: "If you always tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything" Mark Twain and " You are embraced by the mystery of God."-- St. Hildegarde de Bingen
why?
1. i believe in the truth. the truth ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS surfaces, whether you're a great liar or not. it might take time, but the truth always surfaces. no point in telling a lie. might take courage, but it's over with, instead of having to take the trouble of remembering the lie and the ones following to cover up the lie
2. because Sonny gave me a bookmark taht had that quote (and we all know Sonny is like freakin' AWESOME!) hehe... no but seriously-- we're so caugh up with wondering about the mystery of God part that we forget He's just embracing us. we can ponder upon the mystery, but let's not forget to feel the hug. :)