someone really hurt me about a month and a half ago. i realize what they did was out of anger, but it just really really really really hurt.... and quite honestly, it still really hurts. i'm sick and tired (quite literally, even) of thinking and re-thinking about all sorts of questions, all sorts of things that wound my soul. tonight, i talked to Stephen about it, and i released a lot.... now it's time to let go and move on. i can't be stuck in the same old, i can't re-live my past, i can't wonder whether our friendship was true back then, or if there's any friendship left, and what not... because... it's irrelevant... i've clinged on to memories and i've clinged to things far gone... so here's my peace offering:
You know I've seen a lot of what the world can do
And it's breakin' my heart in two
Because I never wanna see you a sad girl
Don't be a bad girl
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
It's hard to get by just upon a smile
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world
I'll always remember you like a child, girl
Baby, I love you
But if you wanna leave, take good care
I hope you make a lot of nice friends out there
But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
--- cat stevens, wild wild world
yeah.... you're the person who comforted my sorrows, i was there to comfort you too (remember?... maybe i failed, but i did try). we had an amazing time together... i don't want to leave in a sad note... to me, you'll always be that child with the kind eyes and comforting sweet voice. always nice, always cheerful... you'll always be the person with whom i watched "life is beautiful" for the first time. and i bet we'll watch it 10,000 times and it'll still make us cry.
now i'll take all those good memories, store them in the trinket of my mind... remember you that way.... and if you thought you ever could need me, i'm still here for you. in my mind, you'll be the same kind eyed girl who's merely deeply hurt.... and you'll be healed, because God's grace covers you, and He hasn't forsaken you and never ever ever will..... peace be with you.
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Hannia,
I know you're talking about me, and I'm terribly sorry if I've upset you...I've only left one comment on here before, and that was simply because I felt you needed to rethink some things you had said or done. I know that am not even close to being perfect or right nearly half the time, but I just wanted to plant a seed, an idea. I don't even really know you any more, as you don't really know me any more...its been a long time since high school, and we've all changed. I loved our times together, and I don't want you to think I don't like you or anything. Please realize this...I wish you the best in all things.
Kelly
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