analysis on hugs

before i go to pray and then sleep i wanted to write a bit, hopefully it won't be too long.

feeling wise-- there's something that you can't express with words. there's somethings that only music or art can express. a hug for example. right now, i wish i could express what i'm feeling with a hug. it'd be tight, it would say something like-- i'm scared. i don't want to hurt you. i don't want to put you through this, i don't want you to go. i don't want you to feel frustrated. why can't it be a little simpler? why couldn't we just coexist and be content with today and what we have today? why do we like each other so?....
is that the purpose of a hug? i never thought about it. i've hugged all sorts of people in all sorts of situations, sometimes for fun, sometimes for comfort, sometimes to say i love you, i need you, i want you, please don't go. sometimes i hug strangers to let them know that i care for them because they are also children of God. so let's see the hugging experience--
ok. there's the bad huggers. they're so scared of how they are perceived that they don't dare hug you right.
there's the ok huggers. you know-- it's a hug, just there, it has no bad meaning, no bad meaning, it's just like bleh.
there's the good huggers, they abandon themselves in a hug, but it's for their own reasons (they like being hugged)
there's the excellent huggers, or at least to me they are. they are willing to express themselves in a hug. when a person is willing to express something in a hug, that's when a hug is good. when they're willing to say i care and you're important to me, that's when it's a good hug. when there's a sort of soul-sharing unexplainable warmth, that's when they're good huggers. those people, they're the excellent huggers, the love-sharers. (not saying that if you're a bad hugger you suck, but it'd be nice if you learned to hug! ;)

ok so why did i explain types of huggers to you?
because
1. hugs for hugs sake are not hugs at all.
2. hugs are wonderful means of expression
3. i want to express something with a hug RIGHT NOW. it's the best form of art that i know right now. i feel this unexplainable feeling that i would know how to express with a hug, and i think the person i was trying to communicate with would understand exactly what i'm trying to say.