i told someone i loved them unconditionally today (namely ashley heath...) lol... and he posed a very interesting idea. he said there was not such thing as unconditional love from a person. i said i don't hold unconditional love from my own sake, that i'm merely a vessel of God's own love, a reflection, and he said that since i am a reflection i cannot be unconditional. human love will always be conditional....
and it made me think of that song:
spirit-- cry for this generation
we’re chasing the wind trying to embrace it
open our eyes to all the lies that we try to justify when deep down inside
all we want to find is someone that loves us all of the time and it’s You
(Paul Wright, "you're beautiful")
it's true, i don't love at all times. i get angry and frustrated, and God who has perfect patience waits for me. He is willing to wait for people their whole lives, i can't say that for myself. God has all the time in eternity in His hands, so waiting for us our whole lives really isn't that much. I wish we could open our eyes to that unconditional love, adn i hope i can get as close to that unconditional love as i can. i hope i can be the purest reflection of that love.... maybe that's a reason why we also need purity--- clear water reflects the sun (or "the SON") much easier than nasty green water. and God determines who is pure, He can see and pierce all the unimaginable depths of a soul.... the soul.... what a beautiful creation. unpenetrable, only by God. it's like this secret chamber... yet, it is only the most perfect chamber made, and we try to hide and correct it when we should let the master decorate and show it off at His own will.... after all, we're only peasants with tacky taste, and He--- well.... He's only the creator of the whole universe.... the master, the King of Kings, Lord of Lords, the alpha and omega..... He has better taste than anyone ever and He can show off the perfection of His well designed completely purposeful practical yet elegant chamber. the chamber of our souls. yet, He keeps it mostly to himself, this beautiful chamber is also made for privacy and His own pleasure. I hope i can bring Him more pleasure.... I hope He likes to dwell in me, as much as I like to dwell in Him. well i prolly like to dwell in Him more than Him on me, i mean, i'm a thoughtless empty purposeless chamber without Him....
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