hm..
stressed out would seem an understatement.
BUT i shouldn't complain. i am healthy, i have 2 arms, legs, eyes.... i'm healthy. my family's healthty. my friends are healthy (at least physically, though i might argue some are very sick spiritually... which tolls high on my stress... :( ) and through it all..............
FAITH.
why? why have faith? because i have no reason to doubt God's faithfulness. in my mom's dream she saw me with 2 kids and my career was a graphic designer. (if you've never heard about my mom's dream do ask me) i've never questioned my career choice as much as this past week, and i just think-- heck, i rather be stressed about art than something else. sure, i feel like i'm the weakest designer, i feel like the loser-- but that will only show me to be humble and give glory to God when i do become better. maybe it's all a tough painful process and then through that effort i become a great designer. maybe i'm being taught to put exorbitant amounts of effort into my work. maybe this trial is meant to test my endurance, make me stronger and more disciplined. maybe it's all about not stressing and just having faith that all of my effort will reap efforts through God instead of my own strenght....
yeah, maybe that's it.
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