but WHY?! what are they thinking? why and where and how did they get lost? they were just like me-- i grew up with them... i thought it was them who would hold out-- steadfast and with their heads high-- untouched by the demons in this world..... well i guess i was wrong....
it breaks my heart! why would ANYONE freely choose to hurt the heart of God? then i came upon my own sinfulness... (i have deliberately hurt the heart of God too) and it's not my place to judge... is my suffering so insignificant that i am unaware of their pain? maybe we deal with it differently... they choose to deal with it in the wrong way....
i am just broken hearted by their actions... i wish i could face them, question them... i guess it shouldn't be much of a surprise-- being that we all get lost at one point or another... and they are most certainly in my prayers... i just want to know why? why why why why???????!
on another note-- I'm now part of the 6:22 core. :) I hope and pray i can be pleasing to God in this role... and i have to go-- health homework awaits!
Stephen-- "when me, my dad, and my mom used to date...." HAHAHAH!
April-- "Zebediah! stop eating my socks! because you know... those monkeys eat socks...."
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