Sunday, September 12, 2004

friday, saturday, Sunday!

ok... here comes a condensed version of my past 2 days and a half--

FRIDAY

woke up, finished sketches, went to school. took a picture in a pin hole camera. came home, had lunch, got online, got offline, went to take a nap. went to 6:22. IT ROCKED! i had 2 songs in my heart--- "carried away" and "job 38" well... who would've guesed? they played both. it was really awesome seeing that both songs were actually scheduled to be played-- it was like God knows in advance, and He has this overview of time.... I imagine He knows time backwards and forwards and he can "play" around with it....

SATURDAY

gray day again... being that it was 9/11 and i have emotional trauma about that... well i'm being very unfair. i didn't see people falling from the twin towers. i wasn't in a deep fear of my brother dying, or disappearing... however, i had to hear some horror stories about it. i bet God cried that day, as He cried for the children being killed by merciless adults who think their ideals of freedom have anything to do with killing innocent children, whose only fault was going to school and learning their ABC's that day....
i went to see Shrek 2 with my brother, uncle, and a couple of other people.... someone told me once that worrying and feeling sorry for the victims is of no use, sometimes the best thing to do is keep enjoying life, and just stay out of trouble. " if i could tell the world just one thing it would be-- we're all ok. and not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful and useless in times like this...." (hands, by jewel).... so saturday, i received a couple of words of peace, they told me God has it in His hands... not to worry 'cause worry it's wasteful and useless in times like these.... and so i went to sleep in peace, for I knew God was handling everything....

SUNDAY

the new day! the sun woke me up.. i always feel that the sun is God's pretty illuminous object... symbol... and it was saying good morning! it's a new day! you're new! and it was welcoming and warm. so I said hello, and smiled and knew in my heart it was going to be a fine day....

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