ok... blogs are PUBLIC! if you don't want me to read it, don't make it PUBLIC! that's my theory.... if you had a sucky day, tell me about it instead of getting mad at me for something entirely stupid and pointless. if it's so personal, don't publish it and advertise it! i'm glad you're taking a nap... sleep should calm the storms.
man i was having such a good day too... i was feeling pretty, i was smiling at Jesus. i was thankful for my job, thankful for school, thankful for everything.... and you come in yelling at me......
anyhow.... like i said, it was a lovely day... i worked, and it was just lovely. i keep wanting to live an alternate life, one full of suspense and intrigue, but quite honestly.... i don't think i was made for such a life. i'm meant to live a little simple life. you know, get to work, chat with friends, love and allow people to love me. communication is so wonderful. it allows for expression and growth.... it allows for me to see what you see and for someone else to see what i see....
oh i was thinking the other day--
my favorite movies, they all end in death... you know-- Big Fish, Life is Beautiful... and i was like, wow, am I a depressing individual? so I analyzed it... no not at all.... these movies are lovely because death is the perfect ending (in these cases)... granted i wish no one pain, i have a better hope. how sad would existence be if i had no hope for a better and grander future. I'm all about carpe diem, but i'm also all about decisions and consequences. anyhow. in these movies, the main characters are promised a better land. April and i were talking about it yesterday, and it turns out that there's a thing in the Bible were it answers why do good people die? well... because God wanted to prevent these wonderful people from further suffering. it makes perfect sense to me. death is wonderful. it's a leap of faith, a moment in a pendulum, a ceasing breath, a skip of a heart beat, and you change into a different state of being... a new radiant one! what better ending!
:-D
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