why?

so many why's
and quite honestly...
few answers

but here i stand
i don't need to understand You
to completely surrender...
Your love is more than sufficient for me
i need no proof

trembling...
yet
i have faith
for You are the faithful One
and quite honestly
there's no one like You

how can i understand the mysteries of the universe?
how can i understand infinity?
my mind , my spirit, my heart
they are as small
as You created them to be
and yet...
in Your glory
You allow me to stand in Your presence
You clothe me in Your light
You fill my spirit
and confusion ceases
for I do not understand
but I trust
You open my eyes
to You
and the world is dim
hazy
and what i see in You
is the Truth
beautiful
majestic
fulfilling
whole
my rationality falls short
and i contemplate Your glory
and my heart rejoices in Your promises
and in You
whole
powerful
pure
good
King of Love
Lawyer of the Oppressed
Freer of my mind
Lifter of my Soul
my hope is You
my faith is You
a simple declaration
of what Was, Is, and Will be....

i struggle... but my God is my salvation, whom shall i fear? it's always good to know there's someone always with me, someone who can, has, and will overcome every single obstacle. not to say i won't ever fall.. but to say He won't let me go... He won't let you go... He is faithful.... I heard that so many times by Fernando, and today... it finally pierced my heart---- He is faithful.... loyal.... whatever He says, is true, is law and WILL be done.

stay still my heart.... stay in awe.... (there's that secret place of silence, where I meet with God.. I seek His face and He holds me and in peace we love....)