te espero sentada en la esquina de siempre y mas arreglada que si fuera un viernes, sin ninguna cita hecha previamente... pero con la plena intuicion de verte....
it's a song by Shakira.... (about a girl whose intuition tells her she's gonna see the guy but he enevr comes)
tomorrow is my first day of photography! :-D yay!
i've never felt so beautiful and happy, i've never been so sure and scared.... maybe i'm making too much out of a little something... it's all paradoxical-- happy and sad... assured and scared... i feel protected, yet i feel so vulnerable... i feel like a baby... like one day imma wake up and everything's gonna be a lie... he's gonna say "nope... look here. i found this person! she's so great!" and i'll realize, well of course! once you get to know me really well, or you realize how rare you are, you'll be disenchanted... and then i think... wouldn't it be wonderful? if we would wait... if we actually had a future together! and it makes me feel girly and beautiful and i just want to dance.... but is it true? and i want to ask questions, and i want tos ee into the future... i want to be assured. i want to feel protected again... and yet... TIME and PATIENCE! it'll all solve itself out. no doubt! i only wish i knew how... maybe i wouldn't be so sick if i knew... thrilling anxiety!
ok now imma go and sleep.... tomorrow is a new day... i shall value whatever gifts it has in it's hands... i'll become a little wiser, and if i suffer, maybe a little stronger...
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