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YAY! they're playing Lifehouse! ("Hangin' by a moment") (www.air1.com) I love that song! :-D

yeah... okay... emotions emotions... I need a job badly, but I'm scared imma end up with another job like last year's, were the pay is fairly good but it's monotonous and i hated it... i start wondering if the problem is inside of me, ya know? maybe i should be satisfied, maybe the problem is within... i don't know...
i guess the Mission Trip high is coming down... :( I need Jesus badly... (yeah... don't we all? )

yeah whatev...

you're out of confidence
you're confused,
tortured,
terrified
honestly,
so am i
but its a matter
of faith
time
and space
the outcome is yet to be