gray day

gray day today
internal conflict

oh my conscience came to have lunch with me today... yeah, my own Jiminey Cricket... haha..
she told me to be careful with my actions.... i hate people who are wreckless with other people's emotions, and yet i am being wreckless with other people's emotions... ughhhhhhhhhhhh-- my ugly inner self

i don't mean to cause pain, yet i'm causing pain to myself, and my thoughts are not the way they used to be... i don't mean to sound over dramatic, ughh-- i hate drama queens... just saying i need to be careful and my mind has to be working.. i've let too much of my emotions drive me lately...

in better topics--


i talked to Beth today.. lovely chat... she has a cool job and she's coming back soon... it's exciting to think in a little while i'll be back in school, doing what i love, and i can distract myself from my own internal conflict, or maybe even come to some conclusions... space will come

also on the upper side, tomorrow i get to go see Starfield! :-D oh excitement! yay! i should keep that in mind.. :)